don’t check up on people who have decided you are not in their picture anymore. you don’t need to know how they’re doing. save yourself the trouble, seriously.
They say the best people in your life will come happily and leave painfully. During the time you know them they teach you invaluable lessons and share some of the best memories you’ll ever have. With you… I learned so much from you. I grew stronger because of you. And now it’s come to this. Do you wanna know why I never say anything good about myself? Because I’m just like everyone else: I only see the bad qualities in myself, and in my head, the bad qualities outweigh the good. How this ended just shows how cold I can be. Despite me missing you so… so much, I want to cut him out of my life. Maybe it didn’t have to come to this, but in reality… we both saw it coming. You’re not going to change and I’m not going to either.
I’m sorry this friendship ended with you seeing such an ugly side of me. You deserve a better person to be called as your ‘best friend.’